So you've finally decided to give up hoping cos it seems that you're on a dead end street. But some things had happened that made you want to hate the universe for being so fickle-minded.
You agreed that you will just go with the flow, and that includes hoping AGAIN, but you know that this time you will just play it cool.
Surprisingly, someone wants to join the fun. That simple conversation you've had made you ecstatic. People thought you were stoned cos you just wouldn't stop smiling the whole day. You know this means complication but you know you're not doing anything wrong.
That same day, something came up that made your giddy emotions flipped 360 degrees. You've never been so jealous for the longest time and you hated the feeling, but it was inevitable. You want to leave right there and then, but you can't cos everyone would wonder why you're acting like that. You don't have a fucking right in the first place.
A big sigh with a heavy heart was all you can do at that moment. It's so hard to act normal when you're actually not okay. You know that you're overreacting but you just can't help it.
That's when you realize that no matter how giddy this other someone made you feel, a simple action from him would actually make a lot of impact on you.
And now you know that there's no point in confusion. The answer's already there. You just have to learn how to properly deal with it.
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